Memories, forget pain.

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SweetblossomsMJ96

Published: May 5, 2010

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Experience: The Saddest Day:

Me, Michael died the day RIGHT after school was officially out last year!

I was shocked!!! We could NOT  believe it. The drama was intense--painful...unbelievable, especially. Every station, every channel, every media stream we went to was LITERALLY paying tributes, news and videos to the King.

^{NO..

Now it's 2 months away...it's going to happen all over again. And I am going to definitely bawl my eyes out....prepare for the Countdown of June 25, 2009: The day we lost music.

You are not alone, I am here with you, though you're far away...I am HERE to stay

^{Share your utmost experience on what was probably the WORST day of your life (depending), drop a comment. No disrespect, please. Thank you!}

We miss you, beautiful, perfectionist, talented Michael. !!

^{And it's MAY........one month left.

Hehe, share, share and share! Oh, and Michael has something to say to you all:

~I clear the gossamer curtains, and Michael, in all his exquisiteness, appears. Blushing deeply (and attempting to wipe away the tears on my face) he perches himself on the golden stool, his black shades gleaming. The soft black curls of his silky hair fall across his tan forehead, and the silver-metal studs of his leather jacket and pants jingle. Poised, he slowly removes his glasses in a single breath, and his great, beautiful brown eyes stare at all of us, in sadness and sympathy.~

My fans:

         I...I really, really didn't mean to die. I had no sudden clue it was going to come, and whisked me away from you all. In the event of my death, I--I really did not want to accept the fact that I was actually gone too soon either, yet I've slowly learned to accept it, although all I think of within my mind--is the world...all of you I have left! ~he pauses, the tears starting to glimmer around his passionate stare~ Eventually, it was my time to go home. I know, and I feel, very deeply about you all, that the sadness and pain I have caused you is...is overwhelming. Thank you...thank you SO much for supporting me throughout my career, and--during the doubtful, scary depths I experienced as I started to decline. I actually thought you all hated me now--despised me as some "weird circus freak", but no, you always focused on the bright side of things. Remember, be humble always!

        I was robbed of my precious childhood that I never got the chance to have, but I am gratefully thankful about the God-driven talents that pushed me--encouraged me, to surge forward...to share my music with you. My true fans: you never doubted me, and knew...KNEW even in the worst of all things, saw through that mask I was obscured by, and saw the TRUE Michael Jackson. I was always the same person you knew, ever since I was on the verge of those Thriller days. Don't worry, in all your dreams you will see me now. I'm also going to let you experience all the fun you would have had with me. I'm alive forever in the music I have left you. Now not one single fan will be so, hehe, disappointed that I have never got to meet them in person while I was alive and breathing and singing endless melodies! I will try to surprise them in endless ways, and I hope they like it! *blushes and leaks a tear* I mean, you might even catch a glimpse of me every now and then, visiting. ~wink~

       I love you..I love you all, and especially the children of the world. I know deep down, that my children will be supported. You all chose to remember me as the--man-child at the height, the peak of my musical legacy, minus all my downtrodden moments in life that I don't even want to remember myself. I will never forget the endless love you all gave me, and I fervently hope you also adored the (documentary) glimpse of the huge comeback I was going to make, preparing myself to embrace my musical career again. Tell Kenny, hehe, that he did a magnificent, beautiful job! No matter what your race, gender, anything...I will never forget you! And I end this, as Michael Jackson. It's all for love, L.O.V.E."

Yes, he loves us! I know that, and I always miss him...every single day!!}

--Additional Insight of Mine:

I miss him, SO much...I don't even think the pain will ever end. Will ever, ever end. MICHAEL JACKSON

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^{Do you remember when you heard about.... his death?? How did you feel? I felt--I felt as if someone has plunged a razor-sharp dagger into my heart, sucking all the life out of me. I don't know if it'll ever fully heal. It's a wound that would remain there, no matter how long. T-T

We love you , so much, Michael...}}

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moonysgurl-21

May 6, 2010

MICHAEL I LOVE YOU! I can't help but not believe that you are so far away now.......

The worst day of my life....June 25th, 2009. Ironically it was also raining that day (where I was anyways). I literally dragged myself home to get onto facebook and dA to rant about the injustice that had been to the world while I cried and screamed until I could say no more. The tv was on the entire evening. I fell asleep listening to his voice singing. The next day I had to drag myself to cross country practice and wasn't in a good mood. In fact I yelled at a bunch of kids for making jokes about Michael's death

(on another note its less than 2 months now)

Memories, forget pain.

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